This is Suki. We met on a recent trip to Thailand where I had the dubious privilege of witnessing an event that left me shocked and profoundly altered. A paradigm shift supplicated my examining all the possibilities and outcomes that life throws at us daily. I wasn’t prepared for the intense grief, the permanence of loss, and how, even when your world changes in harsh abrupt ways, the sun still shines - even if you don’t want it to. I was at a rescue sanctuary feeding banana